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| The Monday After |
| 12.01.03 (8:26 am) [edit] |
so it's monday...again. i am ready for the weekend already. most of december will be vacation for me and i can't wait but already dreading january. new resolution for me: i am being very friendly with tom. i sent him an email. i want to go back to our pre-flirting real friend days. and if he mistakes it for something else, it's not my problem. i thought about it and i don't care. if he doesn't want to be the same type of friend to me as before, i don't ever need to think of him. but he needs to decide, friends or not. i am sick of the game. i am making the first "moves" so to say and i will be very direct about what i want. that's all.
things are good with andy. they were not so good this weekend. had a massive argument yesterday and made up. now it's like i can't wait to hear from him. i told him everything i thought was missing and i don't really know where it will go from there. we might have just grown apart and need to find more common ground...somewhere. i can't imagine my life without him in it. which is odd, considering the events of the past few weeks. we are now definetely going to spain in march, which is very exciting i think.
i am watching a video tonight a friend brought from odessa with my house and school.....can't believe it's been 12 years almost. wow.
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